today i realised i had spent 10 years in close contact with a recently convicted abuser.
was an overwhelming weird feeling.
i had done nothing wrong
we knew nothing when we were he friends
he was goodlooking
he was a charmer
but he was harmless
never put a foot wrong.
had a cool walk, a flirty smile and a light brown duffle coat.
was a string of women who would have taken him at any stage.
i remember the shock when allegations were made.
i felt sick
i texted a mutual friend
we were convinced was a big mistake.
he USED his position to violate a child
she lived for more than 15 yrs with this.
she is so brave
he is a BASTARD.
why do i feel so wrong?
i really didn’t know him