gallery size DOES matter…at times.

an unattractive, unavoidable, unforgiving part of having chronic illness is the disappearance of metabolism…and the new weight gain…and the cycle begins…..

at least i have a brain

Am ill
Illhealth became disability!
Heart defect
Osteoarthritis in spine
Chronic asthmatic
constant Back pain
Salivary gland problems
arachnoid type cyst
Chiari malformation.

So many symptoms :

  • back pain
  • irregular heartbeat
  • brethlessness
  • Neck pain
  • headaches
  • Dizziness
  • numbness
  • Tingling
  • Slurred speech
  • limb weakness
  • extreme fatigue
  • Inability to exercise at all
  • weightgain
  • Facial features dropping
  • sight problems
  • constant pain
  • balance problems


They are composite conditions
but the awful part of it for me is that they are not visible.
That strangely was a great advantage
Initially – or so it seemed.
It meant that nobody knew I was sick – even me- as sick as I was that is.
NOW my life doesn’t really qualify as much of a life – physically.

I walk on stick
i tire quickly
I sweat facially
i have a sedentary lifestyle – not governed by choice but by pain and genuine disability.
Have had years…

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