i am 50
i am a decent person
i blog – not to get the illusive bookdeal – but to clear the knot of life and trials in my HEAD
the page is my therapeutic space….
i have NEVER been one of the girls who opens the magazines and READS out everyones stars…
too many teenaged girls read the horoscopes daily…WAITING to find one that fits comfortably….
too many women go to several fortune tellers to hear the news they want to hear…
too many times people read a blog and wonder “is that me?” …on any given day it could be many, many people.
i NEVER specify.
but i BET if you look long enough….study and scrutinise enough…and critically enough…and doggedly enough… feel able to analyse me enough…….then i am sure you will feel that YOU WILL ALL BE THERE.
- a bully
- a helping hand
- a coward
- hurting me
- a liar
- a friend
- one who has left me
- walked past me
- i miss you
- loving me
- ignoring me
- helping me cry
are you REALLY them all? ALL at once?
PLEASE do not interpret my words…they have very little hidden agenda…they are usually from the heart….but not aimed at ANYONE! I am not that smallminded…
please don’t choose YOUR extract….
my BLOG is about ME…my pains, life, past, future, fears, scars….ME….i blog as it is therapeutic…it helps me SURVIVE!
i don’t MINCE my words, Lord i definitely could never be accused of THAT. So what i want to be on the page is on the page. So you shouldn’t need to twist or scrutinise the bits i have subliminally put there….there AREN’T any!
take me in CONTEXT please.