the First anniversary.


is the days of my mums’s first anniversary. so many emotions and thoughts

at least i have a brain

Mammy has been gone for  year.

Her anniversary Mass has to happne yet- but that is not on the day or date, nor even uniquely a mass for mammy…but she will be mentioned in it and we will be there. remembering. Praying…

how we watch everyday now for that wee robin… and what it means…maybe superstitious bumph but NOT in our headsmammysrobin The date was Sunday…Easter Sunday.

But mentally the reminiscence was the Friday and Saturday morning.

The week building up to the friday evening and the saturday morning sure i replayed it all :

  • the conversations
  • the smells
  • the laughs
  • the late night giggling with my sister as we tried to be so quiet
  • the chats with mammy the promises….
  • the touch of her hand

reciting verbatim the prayers with mammy those Hail Marys distracted her from any interference from the nurses. easter it doesn’t feel like a year –…

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