you know what i HATE bout this stupid brain …?
the SIMPLEST of tasks…
- like try on the bits that arrived from TKMaxx and Urban outfitters (ie my version of shopping from the sofa)
- and then sort your trousers into bundles on your bed…no lifting…just sorting…,
not FLOORED like this princess, ..
FLOORED as in :
- pains in my legs to move them
- sweat running in rivers on my face – a very pleasant problem
- hands dropping things
- want to CRY tired
- want otherpeople to understand there IS a TIRED that feels like this..
so angry at that…
this is where me and acceptance have the odd battle.
it is not FAIR…the input does NOT fit the RECOVERY