my default setting is FATIGUE.
this is an attempt to explain.
yesterday i was ME…i LOVED it…i performed music for a few hours.
i LOVE that…
it meant so so much to me, and to my family and friends…
it is my gift – my talent.
i can think musically…
and i am so glad i have been trusted with that gift.
Today is a RECOVERY DAY.
yes i still have my talent…BUT it is now pay-off for having that day of feeling “human”.
Yes i am still me…the crock…the chiarian.
obviously i did all the sensible things like
- using my cane
- sleep each day
- sat during all my music
- barely stood up
- no carrying
- took GOOD pain cocktail
- took NO CHANCES!
so once again….I should NOT forget this is the trade-off.
a good day means a…
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