My strengths are my vulnerability, my honesty, my openness, my willingness to try again.
These are also my weaknesses.
vulnerability means openness
feeling the highs musically make your talent used fully
but there come LOWS wrought by hand of a few
vulnerable – wide open -no defences
so, again and again
you will feel hurt at the hands of others
or let down in them
by their lack of understanding
as your lonely voice echoes in the massive silence
they not understanding the damage to you.
vulnerable – wide open – i write to understand my mind
open again to out of context quotations
references to social media
i speak just my truth.
vulnerable to your twisted distorted wrong should you choose to hurt me with it
God sees me – as i am
God sees my clear motives
God sees scars.
you need to keep going
until the next time.
Would it hurt LESS if i opened my heart less?
but i would BE less
– less ME…
less honest to myself and
less emotionally expressive in my use of your gifts.
i love them too much to give less
so once i stop hurting again…
up i get
keep going Helen.